Sunday, April 26, 2009

i

am stronger. i am weaker. i am more prtetty. i am less pretty. i cry. i smile. when i am around u
everything goes away. today i cryed. tomorrow i problly wont. and who knows about the next day. BUT i am who i am. and if u dont like that. sorry. but i wont change who i am for u. i will change the bad things. but not ME.
and i cant belive i get this now.
i am hurt, but the hurt can be cured....

Sunday, April 5, 2009

i

need to stop wanting u! cuz the fact is. ur still the same person! Usaid U were going to change but U never did. i hope UR happy i am not in UR life anymore. cuz i kinda am too. U said U were going to be more independent. call me when that happens. U have turned every one agganist me. but look at me! i am ok. i dont fricken need u. and i am in u. sadly....
we have been there for eachother and U are giving up. U cant trust me. well thats UR problem. and i am not going to say sorry anymore. cuz i was sorry. now i feel bad that i want U to be my friend so badly. so this all now UR problem. I have fun. cuz i know now that I am ok!