Thursday, May 7, 2009

you....

you make me happy when ur there
sad when you not
scared when we talk
yet its all not enough.

cant stop thinking about you.

butterflys never leave.
but u make me believe.
its not some thing i have to recieave
its some thing u gave me

cant stop thinking about you.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

i

am stronger. i am weaker. i am more prtetty. i am less pretty. i cry. i smile. when i am around u
everything goes away. today i cryed. tomorrow i problly wont. and who knows about the next day. BUT i am who i am. and if u dont like that. sorry. but i wont change who i am for u. i will change the bad things. but not ME.
and i cant belive i get this now.
i am hurt, but the hurt can be cured....

Sunday, April 5, 2009

i

need to stop wanting u! cuz the fact is. ur still the same person! Usaid U were going to change but U never did. i hope UR happy i am not in UR life anymore. cuz i kinda am too. U said U were going to be more independent. call me when that happens. U have turned every one agganist me. but look at me! i am ok. i dont fricken need u. and i am in u. sadly....
we have been there for eachother and U are giving up. U cant trust me. well thats UR problem. and i am not going to say sorry anymore. cuz i was sorry. now i feel bad that i want U to be my friend so badly. so this all now UR problem. I have fun. cuz i know now that I am ok!